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Beatrice the Golden ([personal profile] ahahadotwav) wrote2023-02-18 09:33 pm
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umineko spoilery nonsense

this is a post for the most self indulgent bullshit and it is FULL OF MASSIVE UMINEKO SPOILERS! STAY AWAY IF YOU WANT TO STAY UNSPOILED!

also uhhhh there's going to be some Content to be Warned for so i'll edit for that at some point
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ahahadotwav: maybe instead of always fleeing sinking ships you could be more like the other animals that band together to stop the ship from sinking, repair the damage, and make it better at floating than ever before. (hey rats)

day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-18 07:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[so that game sure was a lot, wasn't it. she's been tired all the time as of late anyway, but now she feels exhausted.

which would be why upon returning to finch she just goes straight to her room and flops into bed]
seedoflove: Im so so sorry! The pain my POSTS have caused! How many more must SUFFER? I cant stop! Its to good (Ohh! THe agony of it all! Im sorry!!)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-18 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"...I hope you are satisfied with yourself."

[if anyone were listening in, they would not hear kanon's voice. it is spoken only within her heart]
ahahadotwav: of distant but approaching howls, thunder, and witch laughs won't inspire fear but instead feelings of hope and joy. that is why my ice cream truck plays those noises, not because a halloween sound effect cd is stuck in there. (there will be a day when the sound)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 01:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Why wouldn't I be? I did a good job with helping both Battler and Kuroro, didn't I?"
seedoflove: PLEASE! PLEASE (DO NOT BE MAD AT ME !!)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"And you even got Kuroro-sama to say that he loves you. How very wonderful for you."
ahahadotwav: he wouldn't have invented that demon guy who whips us every time we try to stand up from crawling. (if the dark lord had intended us to walk)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
"...What's going on? Why are you upset even though we did well? Shouldn't you be happy?"
seedoflove: into hell (i will face god and fall backward)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"In that room Battler-sama had made for you... for a moment, you considered doing something terrible."
ahahadotwav: but i didn't want to hear any amount. (i think you've said enough)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[oh]

"...I didn't, though. I knew it would have been wrong."
seedoflove: i cn load it so much faster than that guy perfectly every time (i can load my gun in 0.1 seconds.)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"Even considering it for a moment was an insult to me and nee-san! It would have been one thing if you were just living as yourself here, then it would only make sense to forget all previous feelings!

But you didn't do that, did you!? You brought us back, you decided you wanted to keep using us because being a real human being was too much of a pain! And after that, you still thought that maybe it would be okay to pretend our loves never even existed!"
ahahadotwav: near a big gust of wind and see what that gets you, and see what it gets me while you're at it. actually see about my one first, if i can get something then that is something i want to know about. (try waving all that money around)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[she winces and rolls around on the bed to bury her face in a pillow]

"It's not like it matters anyway. It was inside Battler's heart, so hiding those pictures would have only affected him."
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Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Perhaps it would be better if we could forget."

[the one speaking this time is another kanon - no, perhaps this one should be called yoshiya?]

"After all, your love with Jessica could only ever be fulfilled in the Golden Land. In this place, those feelings can only cause you pain.
seedoflove: Im so so sorry! The pain my POSTS have caused! How many more must SUFFER? I cant stop! Its to good (Ohh! THe agony of it all! Im sorry!!)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"...Shut up. You're nothing but an extension of Beatrice-sama's feelings. Half-formed phantoms like you should keep quiet."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"By that logic, you're nothing but a phantom yourself. You're arguing for unfulfilled feelings that should never have come into being in the first place. You're the one who should be writhing with guilt here."
ahahadotwav: emptying the bag of satan's stuff i stole out on to the table. ("i went through hell to get this" i say)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"-Enough. I am too tired for this kind of bickering."

[the two both fade away into nothing, leaving beatrice alone in silence.

but...]

day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)


"...So you and Kanon will both be going to this ball?"
ahahadotwav: of distant but approaching howls, thunder, and witch laughs won't inspire fear but instead feelings of hope and joy. that is why my ice cream truck plays those noises, not because a halloween sound effect cd is stuck in there. (there will be a day when the sound)

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-03-16 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[frowning as she sets her phone down]

"So it would seem. Is that a problem?"

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)


"Are we... really doing this again?"
ahahadotwav: is a bad idea because everyone just starts to think that it is the tree's name that is written on it. now you have the same name as a tree and are hearing "oh not you i was talking about that cool tree" all the time. (carving your name into a tree)

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-03-16 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"It's what Jessica wants. You shouldn't be complaining when she likes you more than me."

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)


[giggle]

"It sounds like you're jealous of yourself."
ahahadotwav: think for a longer amount of time than that, that is my advice to people who want to become as smart of a genius as me. (don't think for a second)

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-03-16 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hmph, I suppose I shouldn't be. Those feelings are Kanon's, not Beatrice's."

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)


"...This level of division was never the right choice in the first place. It's why we had to have a duel. It's a part of why everything went so wrong. So why are we doing it again?"
ahahadotwav: of forms of communication such as howls, growls, and mewls. (in today's world we now use a variety)

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-03-16 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
"I said it already, didn't I? Jessica doesn't want Beatrice, she wants Yoshiya and Sayo. Everyone else wants Beatrice. So what other choice is there?"

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)


"That's not what Battler and Kuroro have said. They both want all my faces. So maybe..."
ahahadotwav: near a big gust of wind and see what that gets you, and see what it gets me while you're at it. actually see about my one first, if i can get something then that is something i want to know about. (try waving all that money around)

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-03-16 10:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[cutting the thought off]

That's not an option.

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)


"...I know. No matter what anyone says, no matter what name Jessica might call me, such a face is not one anyone will ever see. Even kissing her that time, it was just you wearing my face, wasn't it?"
ahahadotwav: whenever i'm told not to go anywhere, saves me a lot of moving around. (i really appreciate it)

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-03-16 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"That's how it has to be. Because..."

[because if she openly acknowledges a self that is truer than beatrice, the true name behind it all, it feels like every illusion she's built might come crumbling down.

the thought is so frightening it can't be spoken even with the voice of her heart.]

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