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Beatrice the Golden ([personal profile] ahahadotwav) wrote2023-02-18 09:33 pm

umineko spoilery nonsense

this is a post for the most self indulgent bullshit and it is FULL OF MASSIVE UMINEKO SPOILERS! STAY AWAY IF YOU WANT TO STAY UNSPOILED!

also uhhhh there's going to be some Content to be Warned for so i'll edit for that at some point
seedoflove: Im so so sorry! The pain my POSTS have caused! How many more must SUFFER? I cant stop! Its to good (Ohh! THe agony of it all! Im sorry!!)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-18 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"...I hope you are satisfied with yourself."

[if anyone were listening in, they would not hear kanon's voice. it is spoken only within her heart]
seedoflove: PLEASE! PLEASE (DO NOT BE MAD AT ME !!)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"And you even got Kuroro-sama to say that he loves you. How very wonderful for you."
seedoflove: into hell (i will face god and fall backward)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"In that room Battler-sama had made for you... for a moment, you considered doing something terrible."
seedoflove: i cn load it so much faster than that guy perfectly every time (i can load my gun in 0.1 seconds.)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"Even considering it for a moment was an insult to me and nee-san! It would have been one thing if you were just living as yourself here, then it would only make sense to forget all previous feelings!

But you didn't do that, did you!? You brought us back, you decided you wanted to keep using us because being a real human being was too much of a pain! And after that, you still thought that maybe it would be okay to pretend our loves never even existed!"

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Perhaps it would be better if we could forget."

[the one speaking this time is another kanon - no, perhaps this one should be called yoshiya?]

"After all, your love with Jessica could only ever be fulfilled in the Golden Land. In this place, those feelings can only cause you pain.
seedoflove: Im so so sorry! The pain my POSTS have caused! How many more must SUFFER? I cant stop! Its to good (Ohh! THe agony of it all! Im sorry!!)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"...Shut up. You're nothing but an extension of Beatrice-sama's feelings. Half-formed phantoms like you should keep quiet."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"By that logic, you're nothing but a phantom yourself. You're arguing for unfulfilled feelings that should never have come into being in the first place. You're the one who should be writhing with guilt here."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-19 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)


"No. We're not done here."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-19 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)


"You did not need to. I'm always here.

And you can say what you want about Kanon-kun's feelings, but what about mine? What about the ring George-san gave me, well before Battler-san gave you yours?"

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-19 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)


"If all the people involved agree to it. Otherwise, cheating is still cheating.

George-san never agreed to share me with anyone."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-19 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)


"That is precisely what I am saying. But you can't, can you? It's impossible for someone as lascivious as you."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-19 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)


"Would you prefer to go back to the way it was? Me as the person living through life every day, you as the ghost no one can see?

It would be easier, wouldn't it. We never designed Beatrice as the sort of person who has to live an ordinary human life. Being free from all those worries as a witch was the whole point. So we could change it so that I'm the person on Finch, and you're the one who only appears to torment me in my mind.

But then we'd have to explain that switch to everyone, wouldn't we? And they probably would rather have Beatrice than Shannon anyway, right? So there's no escape for you."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-20 11:28 am (UTC)(link)


"You could always go crawling back to Lady Lambdadelta and beg for her to take you back. Or perhaps one of the Constellations?"

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-20 11:35 am (UTC)(link)


"So where does that leave us? You want your magic. I want to stay faithful to George-san. Kanon-kun wants to stay faithful to Jessica-san. None of us want to deal with the stresses and responsibilities of this life.

And none of us can have the things we want."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-20 11:43 am (UTC)(link)


"But even then... we wouldn't be happy, would we?"
Edited 2023-02-20 11:45 (UTC)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-20 11:52 am (UTC)(link)


[she has no answer for herself. the girl who is a witch remains alone in her silent room with no mirrors.]

day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)


"...So you and Kanon will both be going to this ball?"

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)


"Are we... really doing this again?"

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)


[giggle]

"It sounds like you're jealous of yourself."

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)


"...This level of division was never the right choice in the first place. It's why we had to have a duel. It's a part of why everything went so wrong. So why are we doing it again?"

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)


"That's not what Battler and Kuroro have said. They both want all my faces. So maybe..."

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-16 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)


"...I know. No matter what anyone says, no matter what name Jessica might call me, such a face is not one anyone will ever see. Even kissing her that time, it was just you wearing my face, wasn't it?"

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-17 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)


[sigh]

"She's going to keep wanting to see my face. What are we going to do about that?"

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-17 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)


"Because Shannon belongs to George-san."

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-17 11:37 pm (UTC)(link)


"Sayo, that gloomy girl who fell in love with the daughter of her employers. She tries to keep up a cheerful face, to look like the cute girl most people would want her to be, but she can't quite hide the sharper features beneath.

...Ahh, perhaps we're just making a girl version of Kanon here?"

Re: day 73 evening

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-03-18 10:00 am (UTC)(link)


"I suppose there's not much need to plan out this "me". The only really important part is that she isn't a witch."