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Beatrice the Golden ([personal profile] ahahadotwav) wrote2023-02-18 09:33 pm
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umineko spoilery nonsense

this is a post for the most self indulgent bullshit and it is FULL OF MASSIVE UMINEKO SPOILERS! STAY AWAY IF YOU WANT TO STAY UNSPOILED!

also uhhhh there's going to be some Content to be Warned for so i'll edit for that at some point
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seedoflove: i cn load it so much faster than that guy perfectly every time (i can load my gun in 0.1 seconds.)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"Even considering it for a moment was an insult to me and nee-san! It would have been one thing if you were just living as yourself here, then it would only make sense to forget all previous feelings!

But you didn't do that, did you!? You brought us back, you decided you wanted to keep using us because being a real human being was too much of a pain! And after that, you still thought that maybe it would be okay to pretend our loves never even existed!"
ahahadotwav: near a big gust of wind and see what that gets you, and see what it gets me while you're at it. actually see about my one first, if i can get something then that is something i want to know about. (try waving all that money around)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 04:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[she winces and rolls around on the bed to bury her face in a pillow]

"It's not like it matters anyway. It was inside Battler's heart, so hiding those pictures would have only affected him."
Edited 2023-02-19 16:57 (UTC)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Perhaps it would be better if we could forget."

[the one speaking this time is another kanon - no, perhaps this one should be called yoshiya?]

"After all, your love with Jessica could only ever be fulfilled in the Golden Land. In this place, those feelings can only cause you pain.
seedoflove: Im so so sorry! The pain my POSTS have caused! How many more must SUFFER? I cant stop! Its to good (Ohh! THe agony of it all! Im sorry!!)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"...Shut up. You're nothing but an extension of Beatrice-sama's feelings. Half-formed phantoms like you should keep quiet."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] seedoflove 2023-02-19 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"By that logic, you're nothing but a phantom yourself. You're arguing for unfulfilled feelings that should never have come into being in the first place. You're the one who should be writhing with guilt here."
ahahadotwav: emptying the bag of satan's stuff i stole out on to the table. ("i went through hell to get this" i say)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"-Enough. I am too tired for this kind of bickering."

[the two both fade away into nothing, leaving beatrice alone in silence.

but...]

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-19 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)


"No. We're not done here."
ahahadotwav: in shit. (god damn do i love finding solace)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"...I don't remember calling for you.'

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-19 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)


"You did not need to. I'm always here.

And you can say what you want about Kanon-kun's feelings, but what about mine? What about the ring George-san gave me, well before Battler-san gave you yours?"
ahahadotwav: may be different from my definition of a good idea, mine being that a good idea is any idea i think of (your definition of a good idea)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"...Why are we having these thoughts now? I thought this was all settled. Haven't we learned that it's okay to love more than one person? Didn't we establish that it's better to not try repressing those feelings?"

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-19 08:09 pm (UTC)(link)


"If all the people involved agree to it. Otherwise, cheating is still cheating.

George-san never agreed to share me with anyone."
ahahadotwav: 24 hour sleep cycle. if you awake you a fake. its bed time bitch (i hit the hay all day mother fucker.)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
"...So you're saying I should remain loyal to someone who might never show up here? Someone we might never meet again?"

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-19 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)


"That is precisely what I am saying. But you can't, can you? It's impossible for someone as lascivious as you."
ahahadotwav: by a thousand cuts on me i would die at like 986 just to rile them up. (if someone tried to do death)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"...Since when are you the one tormenting me?"

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-19 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)


"Would you prefer to go back to the way it was? Me as the person living through life every day, you as the ghost no one can see?

It would be easier, wouldn't it. We never designed Beatrice as the sort of person who has to live an ordinary human life. Being free from all those worries as a witch was the whole point. So we could change it so that I'm the person on Finch, and you're the one who only appears to torment me in my mind.

But then we'd have to explain that switch to everyone, wouldn't we? And they probably would rather have Beatrice than Shannon anyway, right? So there's no escape for you."
ahahadotwav: i am going to have a gemstone, and everyone else in the graveyard will just be there regretting getting the regular rocks. (instead of a gravestone)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-19 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"I wouldn't have to worry so much if I had my magic."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-20 11:28 am (UTC)(link)


"You could always go crawling back to Lady Lambdadelta and beg for her to take you back. Or perhaps one of the Constellations?"
ahahadotwav: of forms of communication such as howls, growls, and mewls. (in today's world we now use a variety)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-20 11:31 am (UTC)(link)
"...No. I can't. I will not be anyone's piece again, not by choice."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-20 11:35 am (UTC)(link)


"So where does that leave us? You want your magic. I want to stay faithful to George-san. Kanon-kun wants to stay faithful to Jessica-san. None of us want to deal with the stresses and responsibilities of this life.

And none of us can have the things we want."
ahahadotwav: 24 hour sleep cycle. if you awake you a fake. its bed time bitch (i hit the hay all day mother fucker.)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-20 11:38 am (UTC)(link)
"At least that brand new Yoshiya boy can be somewhat satisfied. Maybe he should be the winner here. That would be a little like an improved version of our original plan for Kanon."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-20 11:43 am (UTC)(link)


"But even then... we wouldn't be happy, would we?"
Edited 2023-02-20 11:45 (UTC)
ahahadotwav: whenever i'm told not to go anywhere, saves me a lot of moving around. (i really appreciate it)

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] ahahadotwav 2023-02-20 11:48 am (UTC)(link)
...

"Can I ever be happy? It's not as though someone like me deserves it. Even in the best case scenario, even if I could have all my magic and all my loves could be fulfilled... that would still be a life steeped in curses and sin."

Re: day 69? (nice) 70?, after heart games and their fallout

[personal profile] rootoflove 2023-02-20 11:52 am (UTC)(link)


[she has no answer for herself. the girl who is a witch remains alone in her silent room with no mirrors.]
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